.

I thought the future held

a perfect place for us

That together we would learn to be

the best that we could be

In my naivety I ran

I fell and lost my way

Somehow I always end up falling over me

And one day

I woke to find

The future had no place

for me

I was unwanted in a world

that with my hands I helped build

Where once was honesty and pride

I now stand broken and alone

Just a shadow

of what I was meant to be

They say that Time will heal

The truth shall set us free

Well that depends

on what it is

that you choose to believe

In this prison made of lies

We see what it is we want to see

And find comfort in this

broken hall of dreams

Does anybody feel

the way I do?

Is there anybody out there?

Are you hearing me?

I believe in you

Will you believe in me?

Or am I alone

in this hall of dreams?

I believe in you

You believe in me

But I have no trust

in anything

Somehow I'm always

always falling over me

Somehow I'm always

I'm always falling over me



VNV Nation





nient'altro da aggiungere.

Siamo i figli di mezzo della storia, senza scopo ne' posto. Non abbiamo la grande guerra ne' la grande depressione. La nostra grande guerra è spirituale, la nostra grande depressione è la nostra vita.

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase





immagine da [qui]

Finalmente ho ripreso possesso del mio DeviantArt







Empty hearts I can hear them talking

I close my eyes and I keep on stalking

my love

my love

no one's aware of the hunger I feel

it's something you or time cannot heal

I need someone to help me rise above

Eternal bliss is something I can show you

spread your arms and let my wings enfold you

my love

In the darkness shades of crimson rapture

the world is ours alone to capture

my love

Come over here and let me tell you something

nothing ever comes of nothing

we pay a price for all our choices made

come along now and take my hand

I'll lead you to a promised land

the morning after may never be the same,

it may never come again...

tell me my love



my love

   my love

   my love

   my love

A chi mi ha inviato per il 2008 auguri di pace, serenità e salute comunico che non sono serviti a un cazzo.



Per il 2009 inviare: soldi, buoni benzia, ricariche telefoniche e bonifici!!!!



Auguri!!!!!!

boh.



pensieri in pausa e parole di default.



Certe situazioni ti mettono in standby, non puoi scappare, non puoi uscirne.



E' brutta la morte, ma ancor più brutto è trovare una frase sentita e non banale da dire, non per "consolare", ma per riempire un vuoto creatosi più o meno inaspettatamente.





Sii forte e fatti coraggio. La vita continuerà ad essere una merda.

Mascarià,

bomians vengut d'Hongrià

sença violon, que drito

aquels d'i baracons

Cabarets s'orient es tot

dif'rent

per lo pais fan festa

i eslucis d'i sorises.

Benvengut lo temp de la

batèsta

bandolet leva la cresta

que la reina de la fiera es

arubàa, targa de tòla, via i

getons e tot que vòla

sem d'aucels portats dal

vent

sem de peisses dins la

corrent.

Bregandalha,

indians per la colina

amont e aval, esquiòps,

odor de carnaval

vai garçon

vers luna forestieras

lo mistèri di fremas

vers i frissons del bal

d'aici lo temp s'escapa via

e lo beiquem passar

abò i TIR de la statal

malinconià

coma de rovi sus i jorns

sensa retorn entre la nebia, i

pòrtis vuids i aperitivs.

Mas venarè la reina di

autostopista

e nos fasarè montar encar

un bòt

si vituras coloràas.

Via d'ì prats e la melia

la promessa d'aquel temp

sem d'aucels portats dal

vent, sem de peisses dins

la corrent

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E se non la conoscevate, conoscevatela.

Bianco.















Perchè sono nel periodo bianco. Nient'altro da aggiungere.

Ciao Blog,



è parecchio che non ti considero...in questi ultimi tempi ti ho un po' abbandonato...e se devo essere sincero avevo anche pensato di cancellarti, come l'altra volta.

Invece ho deciso di tenerti qui, anche se probabilmente non ti aggiornerò così di frequente come un tempo...sai con il lavoro, la convivenza, i miei progetti...è tutto più complicato. Però non ti abbandonerò più, lo prometto!



E poi non mi sono dimenticato di te...continuavo a ripetermi "devo aggiornarlo, devo aggiornarlo" ed alla fine eccomi qui a scrivere :)



Oddio, non è uno dei miei soliti post, anche se di idee de buttare qui dentro ne avrei...però boh, non vorrei fare il solito dark lamentone, quindi mi tengo (per ora) tutti i pensieri, gli scleri e i ricordi in questa testa umidiccia che fa acqua da tutte le parti e ti regalo una foto e un testo :)







These are not words, they're only feelings

There are no sounds that you can hear

There is no form that you can touch

There are no colors for you to see



The only sound is a distant thunder

A tempest rages so far away from me

I walked for miles and I started running

Towards the sound and storm where you might find me

Towards the sound and storm where you might find me



And I ran until I had the feeling

That the tempest I had heard surrounded me

Here my heart so filled with loving

Cried out and told of wonders that I feel

Cried out and told of wonders that I feel



Here my heart is so filled with loving



And I tell myself, I keep repeating

That your ways are bringing you to me

And I tell myself, I keep repeating

That your ways are bringing you to me



And I tell myself, I keep repeating

That your ways are bringing you to me

That I will find my true salvation

That these ways of mine are bringing you to me



That I will find my true salvation

That these ways of mine are bringing you to me

And I tell myself, I keep repeating

That your ways are bringing you to me, are bringing you to me



Because here my heart, so filled with loving

Crying out the wonders that I feel

Here I will find my true salvation

And my ways are bringing you to me



I tell myself, I keep repeating

That your ways are bringing you to me, bringing you to me



VNV Nation - Tempest

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Questo vale anche come saluto a tutti voi, che non becco più da un mare di tempo, ma che ho sempre nella mia testa :P



E ora fuori di qui!!!! Tutti!!!!

Pathetic (benign)

Accept it (undermined)

Your opinion (my justification)

Happy (safe)

Servent (caged)

Malice (heart of weakness)

No toleration

Invade (committed)

Enraged (admit it)

Don't condescend (don't even disagree)

Decide (decay)

Dissapoint (delay)

You suffered then, now suffer unto me.



Obsession, take another look.

Remember, every chance you took.

Decide, you live with me

Or give up - any thought you want to be free



(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you

(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.



Anyone (NO) Anything (YES) Anyway (FALL)

Anybody (MINE) Anybody (TELL ME)

I want (YOU) I need (YOU) I'll have (YOU)

I won't LET ANYBODY HAVE YOU

Obey (ME) Believe (ME) Just trust (ME) Worship (ME) Live for (ME)

Be grateful (NOW) Be honest (NOW) Be precious (NOW) Be mine (JUST LOVE ME)



Possesion (feed my only vice)

Confession (i wont tell you twice)

Decide - (either die for me)

Or give up - any thought you want to be free.



(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you

(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you.

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then you

(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.



(Yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhh)

Stay inside the hole, let me take control. (Dominate)

You were nothing more, you were something less (innocent)

Something has to give - something has to break (omnipresent)

Fingers on your skin, let me savage in

YOU DESERVE IT.

YOU DESERVE IT.

YOU DESERVE IT.

YOU DESERVE IT.



(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)

(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you. (was hurting you)

(Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)

(I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.



You're mine (you are you are)

You're mine (you are you are)

You're mine

YOU'RE MINE